I'm in a month of May..and I'm almost in the middle of the year!...I have so many things in mind this year. A bit of changes need to be done I guess...
Well, I was thinking to delete this blog and open a new one...this one has left me feel bored and old..I need something fresh and nicer!..Ahh...again, I will leave it 'till I got my high-spirited kinda attitude to start a new one *grin*..
Spending my time recording my own voice singing is kind of filling up the leisure...wel, since I got the software from my colleague, I tried to use it as my own entertainment and not for a real recording purpose...My voice isn't that nice enough....haha.. I only let my close ones around me to hear that.. :P
I got my nerves blown up when my boss did the same stupid things which had made me soooo...angry until I lost my temper and posted what had happened on facebook....maybe some of them know who I was talking about... I want to cry out loud but luckily a good friend of mine chatted with me through FB chat box trying to cool me down..(thanks Jason). Knowing that my reaction by posting my hot-tempered words to the facebook will only make things even worse.
.. anyway, as time goes by, and as usual me, I forgive all those who have wronged me. There's no reason to keep them. Just ignore....let God do the rest..
My artistic talent haven't been polished since the past few years...berkarat sudah la....Not sure if my art work still at my house or eaten up by those roaches....sigh.. Even my long lost friends whom I found in facebook still remember me and the first line they would asked me " ko masi pandai melukis kaitu.."...man....that was few years back since I haven't hold any of the paintbrush or various kind of drawing pencils.... I'll always end up telling them that I am not active anymore...hahaha...well, my talent still in me somehow but it just that I always keep it to myself and to my close friends :)
Hmm...it had always in my thought... I rather be somebody's special friend cause being a friend always make the relationship lasts and even you are hurt, it doesn't hurt you so much 'till you feel hopeless....this is why they never forget me :) I appreciate everyone I know though sometimes I have to make a little sacrifice just to see them happy and feel blessed.
One thing I still believe, my future is always in God's hands... :)
Well..this is just another story. Like it or not, this is only a simple sharing to those who know what the real life is all about.. Nothing I am, just a simple human :)
